“It is better to trust in the Lord than put confidence in man.”
This week I have been thinking about the number of sermons I have preached from the Berean pulpit. A conservative figure lands around six hundred considering the smaller numbers preached through the COVID years and the times of illness and mourning. While a number of sermons have similar themes, I am happy to say the spectrum of subjects is broad enough that I have heard comments through the years that there is something new to learn in every sermon. This is not because of the vast extent of my knowledge but because of the extreme depth of the Bible. The few Bible stories that most Christians know are just a miniscule part of scripture and their knowledge often touches only the tip of the doctrinal implications in each.
I remember the first few years of sermon preparation. We were on a steady diet of three sermon series per week with each far more complicated than the usual “be good people” sermons. We were on a quest to discover the reason for every doctrine and why each complimented our understanding of the faith. I have not diminished the intensity of the sermons, only the numbers of them. I must be as true and transparent with you as I can. Health, both mentally and physically, is more of a barrier than 25 years ago. There is no place on earth I love more than the Berean Baptist Church. God called me here in an amazing way and He has always been the source of my strength. I feel responsibility for my church, but also during the past two decades I felt the weight of my promise to fulfill my marital vows. I tried to do both faithfully at the expense of my own health as much as the Lord would allow. There is not a more pressurized crushing responsibility than being the undershepherd in the Lord’s church. While the fellowship of God’s people can be the most joyful, pleasantly appealing part of ministry, it can also be the most painful, destabilizing, and discouraging part. This alone can shave off unrecoverable years. It is a good reason for the Lord’s warning against “trusting in man” and “making flesh his arm.”
I know not everyone understands the reasons I may be abundantly cautious when making certain moves and managing different people. Others, I move swiftly without equivocation because the stakes are high and the ramifications of not acting only result in a slow agonizing death. As I get older, it is tempting to make every move slowly, but then my Spirit-led conscience leaves me like David, “I am weary with my groaning; all the night I make my bed to swim; I water my couch with my tears.” These few words are to help you understand how each of us must consider the pains others experience and not think satisfying self is bigger than the needs of the church community.
While recognizing areas worthy of complaint, these past few weeks have brought much delight. Excitement in baptism, willingness to learn new disciplines, and time given up to the church because helping our church far exceeds the importance of anything else we do. Duty glues me to church until I can no longer go. Who will help pick up the pieces we just cannot seem to bend over to reach for?
Pastor V. Mark Smith
